Interesting thoughts. I definitely fall down on the job in terms of giving to others, which is something I'd like to do better on. And I've definitely passed through times of wishing for more attention and fannish love. But at the same time, I think I just so much enjoy the act of creation and the act of giving - I almost prefer to give and to get attention for the act of giving. Which, when I think about it, isn't any less selfish than the other way around. Hmmm.
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